This.Is.BEC

when the sun goes down.
good song aye
one of the ones you know you'll save up for when you have a bonfire on a beach and some random has a guitar, and everyone can dance to). Damn blogspot. i want to use strike out
nyways.
im writing here coz i know no ones gonna read it.
i hate making decisions
year 11/12 subjects are really shitting me right now.... i dont know what to do. oh well
i caaaaaannnnooooottttt waitt to buy Yes TO Carrots products. .... like seriously... i dream of them. im so weird.
dont you hate people who are always right? they make too much sense and make me feel stupid

I hate seeing a blank window for the bloggy thingo, so I'm filling it now to help me think of something to write.
I'm drinking soy milk, did you know it's actually pretty tasty? It has a sweet sugary after taste, and is yummy before school, gives me an extra energy boost.
Wow.
I frigging endorse it
AAAAAAAAnyways
What's up?
I know what's up, and no, it ain't the sky.
It's a biig problem called boys.
They're filled with testosterone and an ego to match.
Not really. But still.
COUGH
They put me off. Maybz I should just become asexual, and learn to not have to love someone in an i-love-a-guy/girl way. Oh and have sex with myself to make little offspring.
Ew, yuccck.
P.s. Erica/Ali's USB gave me the Notebook to watch for the weekend.
Dear GAWD, I LOVE RYAN GOSLING.
He has beautiful soft, brown eyes (I'm a sucker for them..) and he is so damn cute!! I took a screenshot of him when he was looking sad.. and attempted to make it my laptop background but it epically failed.... Ask me to show it to you if you're ever extremely bored :)
Wish me luck for a Fitness First job (I havent even asked about details, but i'm going to pretend i have an interview and all) :) It's not like I'll be a good representative of Fitness First ('How do I lose weight?' Me: 'Throw up?')

Well, inspired by Cindy, I went onto beautyheaven.com.au annnnnnd!!!.....
I have found just some stuff I'd want/am interested in. READ ON if you cbf Well, above is Mirinesse Skin Clone Mineral Powder Foundation Compact. Frick that's a mouthful. And it's expensive ($60!), but all the reviews for it are great, and only the older people seem to express problems with it :) Also, as you can see it won the Glosscars 2010.. so it's probably a great product

Next up is the MAC Fluidline Eyeliner gel stuff. It's pricey too ($32), but reviewers said it was worth it :S It also comes in awesome colours like purpl-ish and this blue and a sortof gross brown :)

NOW to my biggest 'wants'.... Yes To Products... :)
I'm a sucker for packaging and they certainly deliver! How much do you want to use that, just by looking at it? ANWYAYS. Above is the Yes To Cucumber Calm Care Soothing Facial Mask. ($24) Pretty expensive, I gotta say, but it has aloe in it and other soothing ingredients, so maybe I can give it a try...

And last, but NOT least... is Yes To Tomatoes Total Treatment Face Mask!! This is also $24, but I think is more suited to my skin type than the Yes to Cucumber mask... I dunno...

Does anyone else have weird Coles/Pharmacy addictions? I like spending a lot of time in the aisles, mostly looking for cheap stuff though...

You post my linky thingamabob to 1 person?

I think it's

http://thisisntsparta17.blogspot.com/



:)

It's not a very inneresting blog, but It's something to pass the time.



Let's get down and boogie/ or just down to business:

Actual Blog Starts Here :)

Things that have happened to me lately:
- I've been ice skating (not much fun for me but oh well it was with friends :))

- Been bowling (that was more fun :) I didn't completely suck at that ;))

- Saw Date Night (SEE IT. NOW. It was really funny, it doesn't seem really funny if you just see the ad, but trust me, it made all of us cry from laughing)

- Liked the idea of medicine as a profession (1. I'm not smart enough, 2. It's not like Scrubs :( 3. I have to look at insides :( :(, but I still like the thought)

- Speaking of medicine, I started re-watching Scrubs Season 1 (probably the best season)

- Did NOTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG for school. And I really can't be effed caring :) the holidays are for doing what you want, not what school wants

- Am now doing backstage for Manly's Beauty and the Beast and Manly Musical Society's Joseph and the Technicolor Dreamcoat (which will SO NOT effect my maths study at all.. I mean the performances are all based around the time of the test but oh well)

- Am not very bored



That's all...

*cough

Not B Out. Cos that's really lame.

Because I'm quite the arty one (*cough) I compiled a list of my fave CD's:
- Not Dark Side of the Moon (even though it's on my Ipod, I hate the album, it's half shit clattering around and half plain no noise... makes no sense to me why it's so 'awesome')
-Lily Allen, Alright, Still (she's so British, I wish I had her accent)
-A Book Like This, Angus and Julia Stone (woo I love this album, wish I could've seen them live, though)
-As I Am, Alicia Keys (Lesson Learned feat. John Mayer and I Need You tie for best song)
-Juno Soundtrack (except for the first song, which is highly irritating)
-The Fame, Lady Gaga
-All Coldplay CDs (they may've copied some people's music, but it sounds awesome so who cares)

CD's I want:
-Back to Black, Amy Winehouse
-Oracular Spectacular, MGMT

Well that was weird.
B-Out
(Debating not saying that anymore)

I have the weirdest feeling ever.
Like I'm not sure what's going to happen in the next 24 hours. At all... As in I'm going to die sort of thing. Which is totally ridiculous, but I just can't shake this feeling off.
It's sooo off-putting.
But on a different note, after reading Cindy's blog (xcherrybliss.blogspot.com) I found Beauty Heaven... which has turned into a webpage I go to when bored... (which is a good thing, otherwise I just go to facebook) and it's a pretty cool website. I'm so jealous of Cindy though... she won over $1600 of stuff!! Good work :)

And again, a different note.
Happy Easter!
I had a bit too much chocolate, but oh welllll. That's what Jesus wanted for us to do (*COUGH)

Holidays are hereeeee
List of things to do:
-p.e. assignment (yeh.. COUGH supposed to be done 2 weeks ago, but it's only PE)
-finish kimono for textiles (what a trek)
-textiles folio + assignment (MAJOR TREK)
-maths study (CAN. NOT. FAIL. THIS TIME)
-english mindmap/study (LIKE. MATHS. CANT. FAIL)
How much I will get done? No one knows. But I hope alot.
B-Out
(Like my sign-out thing? Wow it's corny. OH WELLL)

Chucking out the old.
Enter the new.
Same crap old layout (will get to changing that later)
But now down to business.
I don't have alot to talk about on blogs... Whenever I sit down at the computer and start to write a blog I just forget everything I'm going to say then I'm like *eh *blabbers on*
But when I'm off the computer I think alot about stuff/
And If you bother to read this, you can read what I share with you bout my thoughts.
First.
I .
Am,,,,,,,,
Sad,.
I mean. I'm not depressed, but every so often I feel like everything's so meaningless. And I think then is when you think about everyone else and not just yourself.
This will be a short post nonetheless, but I hope to be more enlightening sometime soon.
It's 8.20 right now and I'm tired. I'm such a year 2 kid haha.
I'll tell you all my secrets later. ;) Stick around